My marriage turned out to be more complicated than I thought. At some point, I started an affair with my husband’s close friend, who recently returned from America and now lives in Armenia. At first, everything was innocent – just friendship. But then it grew into something deeper, and I, without expecting it, cheated on my husband with his best friend.

Now I am tormented by guilt. I understand that I acted treasonously, and this cannot be justified. But the worst thing is that I cannot end this relationship, although I understand that I should. This person has become an addiction for me, like a drug.

However, I also realize that this cannot continue for long, and sooner or later my husband will find out about everything. I am at a crossroads and do not know what to do. Maybe I should tell my husband the truth myself? I want to find the right solution, but I’m afraid of ruining my life and hurting those I love.